Midterms

This week is midterm testing week for me. I couldn't concentrate on the last midterms and finals I had to do; I did very poorly on them. This time, though, I've been able to concentrate on studying. I focused on my test today and I feel that I did well! I'm somewhat proud of myself for that.

It just goes to show that I can do these things with the motivation of seeing you again. By keeping my will to be right for you, instead of berating myself with how wrong I am, I'm able to take life on! As you always have, you drive me to give what I've got. Everything is set up for me, I've just got to use this energy you give me to keep things in motion.

I'm still weak where I should be. I'm still careful not to force my way or lie to myself. But to be successful takes strength, and for that I'll use this strength that you give me. You needed me to be strong. This won't be too little, even if it is late. I'll get back to that place where we were so happy.

I failed love's test before. I've learned so much since then, studied my mistakes. When I can take that test again, I will pass. I promise.